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my tooth ache

my tooth ache

and ulcers. ouch.

should stop eating the spicy food. had been gorging myself silly with fish curry, mutton curry and chicken curry in two days!

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如果连身活的目标都不同。。我很难想象以后的日子会怎样。。

where are u?

where are u?

call me sentimental.. the bus went past o' sajc, psa building, west coast park, ginza plaza.. i'm reminded of a friend all these while. silly us will meet up at the wulu park to fly kite, cycle, listen to the polluted sea breeze, snatch territory with the kids in the playground. just to pass some time.. sometimes, i took out my hp, went to the message box, thinking what to write to her. but eventually, i give up.. cus i dun really have the courage to write anymore. we are not as strong as we perceived each other to be. sometimes, i really hope she'll be there to listen to me when i'm down. but when i turned around to look for her, i realised she has more urgent matters to take care of. i'm not angry at her for not telling me. but i'm angry at myself for not being there for her when she.. needs me. there's so much things i wanna tell u.. but there are also so many things i can't say..

i can run away from it once..

i can run away from it once..

but not every time.

still, i hope i can be spared for tomorrow.

but i just can't.. run away from it every time..

boo blues.

finally

finally

i have this habit of reading peoples' nicks on msn.

this is what i've found out.. so for fun, i shamelessly tagged along the 'trend' too.


one thing in common, we all work in the same project

not so finally.... the weekend is over.. :'(

old self

old self

I've grown so much weaker over the years. Now I know what's my mom's cane is for. :p

Getting too comfortable in life is no good. When setbacks hit me, I flustered. I think I've forgotten how to pia already. That, I think it's very sad. Because I'm not doing justice to everyone. Of course, I won't wanna sit down and do nothing. For a start, I've been trying hard to sleep early earlier during the weekdays! (except 2 weekdays when sleeping late is necessary.) You heard it right! Sleep early! I found it my concentration level has gotten a bit better because of more zzzz.

Snippets of words from this work week:
"I think you look more alert now with your new (flat) hair" (professional image can still be achieved with jeans, teeshirt and straighthair! :D)

"Your eyes very jia lat" (i rem cus i rcv this everytime..)

"Your eyes (rings) look lighter now" (happy to hear but i slept at 3am last night!)

"I thought I'm late or my watch spoilt when I saw you on the bus" (nb)

"Your tau nau pai? You are talking like a different person." (nb)

"Thumbs up" (i learn there is another meaning to it.)

"give CK food" (is a never ending task)

"..the problem lies between the computer and the chair.." (nb!)

"Sex and Violence" (is it true that all movies have these now?)

"sodomy" (cheem)

i'm not used to it..

i'm not used to it..

:'(

is not an excuse.

i'm flat.

i'm flat

says my hair.

this is just soooo stupid..

this is just soooo stupid..

would you just stop it? i was so blind.

this lines between the good and bad, the right and wrong.. have become ridiculously thinner..

ehh, everyone has the rights to guess, assume and conclude. but remember, you could be wrong. *winks*

once a stoney, always a stoney

once a stoney, always a stoney

I typed my name and this is what i got.

My japanese name is 石丸 Ishimaru (round stone) 歩 Ayumi (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way).
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ehhh

ehhh

the longest breath wins...

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feeling wu liao.. haha i gave up.

happy with new shoes

happy with new shoes

muahahaha.. charles and keith are having sales now. Having great discounts on their higher heels. but as a non-high-heels lover, i opted for a pair of normal pink metallic slip-ons instead. will have a hard time match it with clothes but heck, but mismatching is a style too! :D

was out with christine and found out that she has more shoes than me!!!! haha.. great job, christine. kept wondering how's she doing. hope she's fine. :)

yesterday went blading with hc, hocky and wgw. actually wgw didnt blade. he just stood by his bicycle and watch us... (it's like waiting for the perfect moment for us to fall!! evil wg!) haha.. anyway, really thank wgw for taking care of our things and the other 2 guys for being.. err... sporty! yay~ my 2nd blading session. now now, who's on for the next one?!

can i sing away my blues?

can i sing away my blues?

this is unsettling.

where am i?

hello blues

hello blues

funny thing is i spent 1 hour writing out a nasty entry to delete it away after shower. ok lah, my shower isn't very short too.. :p

Thanks to all who had been my aunt or uncle agony. Appreciated it a lot lot. :)

Save, Shop and Splurge!

Save, Shop and Splurge!

the damage done in half a day shopping at DFS galleria..

*heartpains* but secretly feeling very satisfied. :)

no bags, no clothes, no shoes.

the small small things that can add up to abit over $100.. but i strongly believe that the stuffs i bought there are cheaper than outside. :)


brush bought from body shop, mini RL romance bought from lucky plaza

you belong to me

you belong to me

first heard this song on ally mcbeal.. loved it to bits, also used to copy the lyrics out for a friend to share it with her. eh no, she doesn't belong to me. :p

See the pyramids around the Nile
Watch the sun rise
From the tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me

See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember
When a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me

Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me

I was casually browsing american idol on youtube and watched Sherman from season 6 sang this for his wife. She died of cancer, 2 days before his audition.....

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Is it really hard for a person to realize that everyone's time is equally precious?

threeee times liao. u tell me, how i feel? :'(

This year is a bad year for female water pigs. easily irritated, impatient, weak. I'm not asking to be excused. but.. just beware!! ><

badminton!!~

Happy Friendship Day

i felt my respiratory system is working good again after badminton practice! :D

Happy Friendship Day everyone~

cny shopping!!

cny shopping!!

woke up super duper early, stomachache, zw coincidentally saw me at queenstown mrt bstop on his bus ride to work, late, slow bumpy 195, ran (amazingly i still can run) to the meeting place, stopped, answered a call, continued brisk walking, and slow bumpy bus ride to the factory visits again.

i almost died of travel sickness and I'm suffering from serious vitamin M deficiency now. :x

but at least, i know mom is super pleased with the goodies i bought and brought home. that should save me from around 1 week of lecture? hehs. :)

wooo~ seduce!

woooo~ seduce!

lets cuddle and save the world!! hah.

like water... spilling out...

like water... spilling out...

i rem i couldn't be happier when i graduated from sajc.

to me, it was a place where i dun feel a sense of belonging at all.

i felt out casted, neglected and all sorta negativities. if not for the nice people like rushan, suz, christine and rina (plus some others, but i think the 4 of them accompanied the most thru out that 2 years), i don't think i can survive my 2 years there.

actually the 1st 3 months in sajc wasn't that bad. it was the times after all my close new friends left the school. i was like thrown into a sea of unknown and struggled very hard to stay alive. it's like i'm released from hell when i graduated. i thought i would never miss my jc life. :)

but while i was forced to pack my room becus i needa clear up for the ants i've killed packing my room last night, i stumbled upon a bag of old postcards and a diary shared between rushan and me. As I flipped through the pages and postcards one by one, memories came oozing back. It tasted bitterly sweet.


this bag, as it's labeled, should only contains memories from sajc


I always thought i'm out casted then. But I think it was me whom repelled the people away from me.

During my time, the angel and mortal games between junior J1 and senior J2 were errr... rather rampant. hah. I still felt ticklish when I saw my mortal's old polyclinic outpatient appointment card. because his chinese name sounds like $1, he 'thoughtfully' gave me an angpow during CNY and asked me to try using him. Hahaha.. very funny. I can't rem what I do to him in return. I bet it's nothing as innovative as his. my angel was very nice too.. but sadly, i cannot remember his name or how he looks like anymore. :( (ohh i saw my mortal in ntu before but he jitao gave me a blur look when i approached him. yes, it's very embarrassing.. :x) I have Yifeng's xmas card and postcards too. I've forgotten that she had kidnapped my mickey mouse tee until i read the postcards. She's such a sunny and cheerful girl. I remembered she won the beach girl contest or what and I was genuinely very proud of her!! :D Haha.. this is getting a bit long and thus i shall not go on from here..

I just realized, I don't hate my jc like I thought i did. I was actually very lucky to be able to experience the lovelydovely sajc environment and gotta do all the girly stuffs before i entered a course of masculine nature. sigh. It's the place where helped my character to grow a little bit stronger. But I think i grew weaker after that. :x I was more alive in jc than anywhere else. :x oh well, i'm packing the postcards back to where they belonged to. You know, i just have a soft spot for these memories. I even dreamt of Jialan (nicknamed jialat and one of the close new friend who left sajc after 3 mths) last night. Hah. Just scribbling. Time to say.. byebye!

a trip to chinatown before CNY~

a trip to chinatown before CNY~

quite fun.. lotsa samplings.. it's almost like tw again... :D

aku

aku

aku ish saw alot of akus in people's msn nicks.

aku only know aku means I in aku's context.

aku only wanna say satu thing in this entry.

aku ish really sick of falling sick.

*Screamssss* Aku wanna be healthy!!

ps: i'm alittle lazy to blog about taiwan at the moment. need more photos and inspirations i guess. :p some photos can be found at myspace cus mymultiply is damn slow in uploading the pics. but mymultiply has better resolutions. ah well, if i'm conscientious enough, u can find the photos in both places. :D

fortune cookie

fortune cookie

i dragged my foot to the office today. Not just because my holidays is over. I was feeling sick when i woke up this morning - sore throat, achy muscles, upset stomach, stiff neck, nauseous. I was very tempted to take mc. But still ended up being here.

Went around to distribute food and chatted abit about taiwan. I've forgotten that i've deleted the photos in my one-and-only working sd card and brought it to work. 2 of the other cards are giving me problems but i'm still feeling hopeful that they might be retrievable.

Ate a fortune cookie at work and guess what does the note say?

"Holiday is over. Time for work again."

*shudders*

So true that it became a little eerie....

Anyway, for those curious minded people, the cookies are found available at most guardian stores. Ohh.. each note comes with a 4 digit number too.. *grins*

when a simple dinner isn't that simple

when a simple dinner isn't that simple

=(

is it just coincidental or what? well.. isn't it better not to know?

weird dream

weird dream

was on a lrt ride, late, wishing that the ride will speed up. it really did.. overshot the terminal at cck, causing the train to fall off the track. train tumbled, ppl screamed. i'm still alive. then.. i heard my phone ringing and woke up.

Play Eat Eat Shop Eat

Play Eat Eat Shop Eat

Hehs. I'm gonna blog abt badminton again!!

Feeling rebellious and attitude, I refused to sleep early on a friday night. I know I got a practice in the morning. But I was hoping I can skip it becus it's quite off to travel all the way to telok blangah just for a 2 hour badminton session. But luckily colleague is nice enough to give some of us a lift there. Not too bad. I thought I will be in a super stoney state while playing. But in the end, I thought I did satisfactorily. Less sleep, more luck? Some Y theory from ys.

Actually, morning exercise is good. fresh air and made u less sleepy and more alert. good leh. i reached home at 1pm, ate and fell asleep on sofa. woke up bathed and quickly set off to meet christine at orchard!! it's so nice to meet up with one of my favourite friends. :) but the laughter isn't complete without that #*%#@(^$ suz!

everytime i read or talk about mountains, i'll think of the adventurous times at mt ophir. memories flowing back. i can only smile back..

Hi hi eat eat pool pool~

Hi hi eat eat poo-l poo-l~

19 Jan 2007
Met up with some of the krabi gang, and some of the soon-to-be taiwan gang for dinner and mind cafe after work. And also took this opportunity to congratulate ah bren that she is 1 year older in person. :X

Dinner at thai express is value for $$. Nice food! Hot and spiceeeey~~ I like! :D~ There were some hiccups as HF forgot to bring her HP. Poor gal walked to-fro to look for us. Luckily she called her mom to find out my number. Mind cafe @ dohby ghaut was packed even though we have already made our reservations beforehand. We reached there at 9pm although our bookings was being pushed back to 9.15.. (the person told us 9.20pm when we reached there.. NBNBNBNB). Anyway, he said he will call. But he never. NB right? Stupid guy shouldn't make the promise to call when he can't keep it (obvious that their business is toooo good to care about us). Don't care! I'm boycotting the branch at dohby ghaut. Reacted strongly now because i was thinking how he made 8 of us wandered along the streets of selegie that night. ARGHHHH I wanna bite him! Argghhh.. he should have at least called to appease us!

No contingency plans. Hence, we walked to the dao huey shop and proceeded to play billiard and pool. Billiard..... sucks. I shouldn't have made the stupid comment that the pool table is too small. What the hell was I thinking then. Sorry peeeple. We decided to play pool after everyone gave up on billiard. But is it just me or what? i find it's so much easier to play pool after playing billiard!!! :D

Hehs.. saw eva during the transition from billiard to pool. Nothing much, just thought it's been almost 2 years since i've met her.

Actually, although we didn't get to play at mind cafe, it's still fun. At least, i know some people were rather entertained by the lollipop i gave ah bren. Hahaha..

i must do something about..

i must do something about..

heh not really bad news. but i found my pants are getting tighter and tighter these days. arms are getting thicker. face rounder. and :( while gonna brush teeth, i found some seaweed was stuck between my tooth since lunch time.

Time to deposit a toothbrush at my cubicle. HUMPHS!

vivo shopping!

vivo shopping!

2 small bags of goods. :D

I'm happied from retail shopping~ Heh.. it's quite nice to shop alone sometimes. :D

ohhh!! the thought of shopping with hua after work at vivo is quite exciting too!! :D

But i must wait until she moved onto her new job first. :D

nana 33

nana 33

After a long wait, i've finally caught it on youtube just now. Quite slow paced until the last part where he proposed. Then i moved on to the comments people posted online. Nobu is going to have a new gf later!! :( My heart breaks again cus I thought both of them are really cute together. :'(

badminton practice

badminton practice

I slept a lot last night. Don't know why so many people still say I looked tired in the morning. *frowns* I thought I was feeling more tired on monday morning. perhaps, they have nothing to talk to me? Hehs.

Went for badminton practice again. I could still feel the strain in my left butt and right foot. Esp, my right foot. Now, even my back is aching. Felt really old. Then the expert told me the way I play looks weird to him. :( sadder. but nvm, I rather him say now so I know where to correct myself. :D There will be another practice on saturday morning. Quite sian actually, because I might be staying out late on Friday.

Ah.. i can't stand my stench now. tata~

stepping on my foot

stepping on my foot

As if I'm not irritated enough when I didn't get enough sleep, this lady in long skirt stepped on my poor little toe while we were on the train ride to work. Really NB. Argh.. I screamed out in pain I let out a loud "ouchhhhh" when she stepped on my toe. Bloody painful. I thought my toe has broken into 2. So I took a look at it. Nothing unusual. But the pain persisted. Took a 2nd look. I could see a line forming on my injured toe. And by the time i took a 3rd look, blood is oozing out.

ok, the lady was really apologetic then. But it was so painful that i couldn't bring myself to reply a "it's ok" back. Didn't do anything to make her feel better. I just ignored her and focused on my injury. Hehs. Kinda bad lar. :X

Arghh... i'm glad that my toe nail didn't come out.

很想说。。

很想说。。

姐妹们， 你们到底死去哪里了?!! :(

the birthday boys~

the birthday boys~~

Friday, we celebrated Meow's birthday by having porridge lunch buffet at tiong bahru plaza. Saturday, we celebrated SoonHeng's birthday by having dinner at xin wang jiao cha chan ting and then adjourned to having a mind-stimulating session at minds cafe. In many ways, I felt really in debt grateful to these two people. They are one of the nicest (in their own ways) people I met in the building. Both helped me out in a lot of areas. Of course, there are also other nice people lah.. but it's their bday week. so ermm.. yalah.. WooHooo~~ Happy Birthday guys~~~~

Anyway, had fun today playing the board games at minds cafe. like the past, i don't like strategy games. Becus I don't know who will I offend when I become a little aggressive. So, reaction game is still my fav~~~ though, i'm not as fast as i think....... Anyway, we ate and played until past midnight. Thanks to BTiang for sending me home afterwards. I felt very pai seh because it's not really on the way. Ehh.. maybe it's really time to learn how to drive and save up for a car. Ehh.. but i think that will still take some time.

stuffy nose stuffy nose

stuffy nose stuffy nose

go away.. go away..

it made my nose sensitive to dust that came from the new old shelves and cabinet in my cubicle.

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有时候，我感觉自己是个怪胎。我很害怕过得太快乐。因为快乐结束时，是会伤心的。可是hor！！伤心结束时，并不会每次感到快乐。怪怪的。反正从小到大，回忆越甜，现实越酸。是悲观吧。。 我会努力学会得比较潇洒一点。哈！不过，如果得努力一辈子的话。。。 那我就看着办吧~ 啦啦啦~~~ 我是可以潇洒的hor!!

1st badminton match

1st badminton match

it ended unexpectedly fast.

i could hardly attack.

my left butt (not ks) is suffering from bruises because i tried too hard.

opponents are strong and was a bit lenient on us already.

but we still lost.

It was a good game though because this is nothing like the practices we had. :D

challenging.. but i like!! :D

waiting to go pom pom

waiting to go pom pom

I was carrying the towel and such when my bro suddenly asked me...

"You have 10 secs to decide whether you wanna use the toilet first"

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it took me awhile to digest what he was saying. hahaha..anyway, i've decided to let him go first since i don't like people to hurry me.

:)

today is the first time I've enjoyed playing badminton after so long... i think i'm improving~ :D I was feeling really sluggish with sore throat and fever. Popped a strepsil before the practice and suddenly felt i'm all fired up!! The match is 2 days later. hope the muscle ache won't crank up on me.